"Controlling the breath" is the problem

"Controlling the breath" is the problem. This oft repeated phrase has been leading yogis astray for millennia.

"Who controls the breath?" Usually the brainstem does it automatically. The well meaning yoga teacher starts inflicting breath ratios and breath "holdings" on their poor unsuspecting students. The spiritual ego then gives it a good try, finds that breath ratios do work for a few breaths (there's an app for that) but it soon becomes a miserable nightmare after 10 minutes. Yes you can willfully calm yourself down with a few intentional breaths. But that is where the mistake is made: the willful ego is in charge.

The real gold is in surrendering to the breath. Let go of "I me and mine" and just keep alternating the nostrils for insane amounts of time.


The other problem is no one practices anywhere near enough. The norm for Anuloma Viloma is 5 to 10 minutes, which is a great start and it is where everyone starts, but you will need an easy to follow path that will build your practice into an "every breath practice." That is what This Next Breath 1 & 2 training leads to: All day breath centered awareness. How do you do insane amounts of time, without getting bored? Ahhh. That is what the second part is about.

What happens when you practice massive amounts of Anuloma Viloma? The breath naturally slows down and physiology leads the way. The spiritual ego is not in charge of the Breath. The Breath is in charge. When the breath organically goes slow, meditation is easy. The mind is quiet and focused. The later stages of yoga unfold naturally. This was the method taught to me by Gray Ward and given to him by Swami Kripalu.

I would recommend you begin this training which later becomes a living breath lifestyle.
#prana,##pranayama, #meditation, #mindfulness, #kripalu, #yoga, #yogaeveryday

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What temperature is ideal for practice?

Question:My yoga room was cold today so I jumped out of my reclining pose and put a sweater on.. i decided this morning as long as you are comfortable (sweater) without distraction (cold) worked bit it did make me wonder if there is a specific temperature that is best for the practice?

Answer: “ Great question!

Everyone is going to do what they do. When you first start out, do whatever you want, whatever you need to get your practice going and get to the stage of Momentum.

As far as temperature, being warm and cozy is not recommended.

In general, practice in a cold room, without clothing, or as little clothing as possible. Don't have anything touching your skin. There are about 5 good reasons why the yogis practice this way.

Cold water, cold showers, cold baths are powerful and positively affect praanaayaama. It drives the blood from the extremities and into the central axis and into the center of the brain. The praana pulls inward. When the later stages of praanaayaama really start to take off, the body gets super hot, from the concentration and the pauses of the breath. Another reason for going cold is that the aura around the skin becomes very active. Clothing is disruptive to the changes going on around the skin. You want skin to air. It is better with no cotton, wool or synthetics covering the body. The cold temperature keeps you very alert. The cold helps you transcend reactivity to sensation.

The Himaalayan yogis recommend bathing in freezing cold water. Some practice in the nude with charcoal ashes covering their bodies. The charcoal closes the pores of their skin and keeps them warm a little bit. The charcoal has a detoxifying effect, is readily available and it's free.

And now, everyone will go do, what they want to do.”

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Anxiety is a breathing irregularity

As your mind ruminates about your pocket full of problems today, as your mind starts getting anxious when you "read the news today, oh boy," offer your fears into the sacrificial fire of your breath practice. Burn them up. Put every fearful thought into the fire of your breath.


This actually works.


Almost everyone I meet is suffering from anxiety. Anxiety is a breathing irregularity which leads to a mental state. Change the breath pattern and you change the mental state.


Disaster after disaster, recent world events evidently are spinning out of control. Almost everyone, no matter who you are in 2019, is flipping out. When we look outside, the future picture looks bleak. Engaging with the problems outside of us is a worthy endeavor.


Breathing practices are about handling the situation on the inside. It is not about activity outside our bodies. All we really have is this next breath.


The breath can run away into anxious irregularity or it can lead us back to the calm still moment, and that is all there is.


"There is nothing good or bad, but thinking makes it so." Shakespeare Hamlet 2:2


"Problems don't exist in reality. The only reason you have a problem is because your mind decided something is a problem." Mickey Singer, The Untethered Soul

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How do bacteria, viruses and mold enter the body?

How do bacteria, viruses, and mold enter the body? 98% enter through the mouth.

The yogis called the body the city with 9 gates: 2 eyes, 2 ears, 2 nostrils, one mouth, one anus and one ureter. I am calling the mouth the "drawbridge." Most people leave the drawbridge wide open all day and night for the bacteria, viruses, and mold to walk right in.

There are two vehicles for the bacteria, viruses and mold. They are transported into the castle by Food and Breath.

The food goes down the esophagus and then goes through an acid bath. 80% of our immune system is concentrated in the gut. Our body tries to discern who is an invader and who is helpful.

We breathe in 1 million bacteria a day. Most of it harmless. If we breathe in through the nostrils, and the sinuses are working at full efficiency, the Nitric Oxide kills 100% of the bacteria, viruses, mold and parasites. The Nitric Oxide cleans and repairs the blood, arteries and veins. From the aorta, the newly oxygenated blood goes through the carotid artery into the brain. 

If we breathe in through the mouth, the bacteria goes into the lungs. The lungs are not as well protected. There are not many soldiers down there. The bacteria, viruses and mold can more easily enter our blood stream. The dirty blood is distributed to the brain and all the organs of the body. Now the immune system has to fight off the invaders all over the body, because they were let in the front gate.

Most people are mouth breathers. Most people believe they are victims of viruses, allergies, the flu, mold and bacteria. They leave the drawbridge open.

If you close the drawbridge, breathe only through the nostrils, the sinuses become more active, alive and efficient. If you avoid breathing through the nostrils, because your sinuses are clogged and inflamed, it gets worse. They become more inflamed. Diseases arise and get a foot hold in our gut or our lungs.

Close the mouth. Breathe through the sinuses. Practice silence! And if you really want to heal the body.... fast. Nobody enters the front gate. Fortress secure.

The spiritual practices of silence and fasting have a powerful physiological basis.

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Praana body is the door to intelligence

Focus on the breath and the praana body awakens. An infinite source of intelligence becomes available. 

What is important about this quote is the shift from an intellectual understanding of what these words mean to a direct experience. 

I am immensely grateful to this man Gurudev. This meme has been a central teaching of his over many decades. Many thousands of people have lived in his many ashrams. Most now look back on those days as some of the brightest days of our lives.

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"I can't meditate"

"I can't meditate." 

"If I watch my breath, I get anxious!" are two of the most common reactions people have when they start out with meditation or mindfulness practices. This Next Breath is especially for those people.

I was talking to my friend who is a super successful, wealthy lawyer and he was in misery. He said his mind just races and he can't stop it. His job involves "arguing all day long." At night, he can't get his mind to turn off. The voices keep going about who is right and wrong. He confided in me, while panting and breathing through his mouth, he thought he was going to go insane. The stress is killing him. He tried Mindfulness training and hated it. Mindfulness, observing his breath in a detached way, telling his mind to be still, made his situation worse. He gets more stressed when he meditates.

I told him I could help him. Work actively with the breath first! The quickest way to change the mind is to change the breath. That is what the yogis did! Breath is so much easier, than working with something as subtle and elusive as the layers of mind and emotion, and something as mercurial as thoughts.

An indicator of poor health is rapid breathing while sitting. Rapid breathing will also induce inhaling through the mouth which then compounds the disease patterns and makes everything worse.

An indicator of deep meditation is slowing the breath down. But how to slow down the breath? 

Your ego, your willfulness is not in charge of your breath. The body tightly controls metabolic rates in the body. Forcing your breath into artificial breath ratios, is doomed to failure and it doesn't work for very long. Okay, you can do it for a couple of minutes, but the body rebels. Breath ratios pretty much suck, and no one like to do them, even BKS Iyengar.

Most Praanaayaaama fails because people are trying to control the breath. There is a better way, an alternate school of breath practices, first outlined by Swaamee Kripalu. Free up the breath. Don't enslave it.

This Next Breath can help you with this. From my own experience of slowing down the breath to one breath per minute and then down to 9 breaths over a 10 minute period, I can show you, step by step how to calm the body and breath down... later the mind will calm down too. Work with your Breath First. Your meditation practice will thank you.

There is a catch. Anyone can do this. You don't have to be smart. You don't have to be flexible. You need daily dogged persistence, support and inspiration.

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We blame the heart and never develop the lungs

We tend to blame the heart, because we never developed the lungs. When the ribcage is freed up, the lungs can pump the blood through the body and then the heart can just be an easy going valve.

(When I use the word “ lungs”, of course, this includes the primary and secondary respiratory musculature and the entire rib cage and spinal mobility.) 

The word “lungs” is used because that is the POV, the point of view, The lungs are the place where the attention rests. Where we place attention matters. We do these kinds of awareness experiments in the workshops.

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Seeing Newness

Alternate Nostril Breath inspires me every morning. 
Yes, you clear your head and become very awake. 
Yes, you fill the body with praana. 
Yes, you feel balanced and more in touch with yourself.
Yes, you turn on the Nitric Oxide and the far reaching effects of that. 
Yes, you integrate your nervous system and activate the Corpus Callosum. 
Another great gift is ..... "newness." 

Anuloma Viloma is the number one Creativity practice. You see things in a new way everyday.

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"Breath is not spiritual," some guy said.

I got feedback on one of my posts on a different site. The commenter said he didn't agree with my fundamental viewpoint that "Breath is Spirit." He said "Breath is not spiritual. Breath is nothing special. It is just oxygen and that is all there is to it. It just is. Move on."

Hard core scientific materialism blinds us to the breath.

Most people are completely stuck in the idea that breath is only about the transfer of oxygen and CO2.... and that is ALL breath is about. Scientific Materialism posits that only atoms exist. We live in this cold, unthinking universe and these egos are illusory, passive victims of molecules bumping into each other. There is no purpose or meaning to life. It is just atoms. Scientific materialism is a grim philosophy. Everything else, like beauty, music and enjoyment is not really real. The things we care about most in our day to day experience do not really matter. Our awareness, our experience do not matter as they are deluded fictions and have no validity.

"How do you get consciousness out of six pounds of neurons?" This is called the "Hard Question" in neuroscience that doesn't have an answer in materialistic Newtonian terms. Either consciousness is relegated to a “ghost like delusion” or “consciousness becomes everything” like (the yogis,) some quantum physicists and the “Biocentrists” like Robert Lanza claim. Follow this link for great stuff: (https://www.robertlanza.com)

The quality of our awareness is tied to the breath. This becomes so apparent when you are committed to everyday early morning breath practice.

The Ancient Greeks, Romans, Christians, Jews, Taoists, Buddhists, Jains, Native Americans, Egyptians and many other wisdom traditions, and the Yogis have claimed that Breath is Spirit. Our Breath is connected to Spirit. Jesus Christ mysteriously blew the Holy Spirit into his disciples. Our innermost essence, who we think we are, is tied to the breath. Our moment to moment experience is tied to the breath. That is what really matters to us.

If you want to change your moment to moment experience, change your breath.

The flow of energy, praana, chi through our bodies, is flowing with the flow of breath. The moment to moment miracle of breath and its relationship to being conscious is left out of scientific materialism. 

We get to chose what paradigm we live in. We either examine our thoughts and beliefs and how we came to these conclusions, or we don't and we accept what was given to us.

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"I am losing my mind" and I don't even own it

A friend exclaimed "I think I am losing my mind!"


How is that possible? She doesn't even own it! You can't lose something if you don't own it.


The mind owns us. The mind runs us most of the time. It is pretty much doing its thing. We can influence it a little bit, at best.


From an evolutionary standpoint, the development of language, abstract thinking and the mind gave humans a huge advantage. It was a pivotal moment that allowed early humans an ability to manipulate the world around us in ways that instinct alone could not.


The mind's first job was to keep the organism safe. The mind constantly scans the environment to detect threats to the organism. The mind's second job was to figure out ways to avoid pain and increase pleasure. Its job description is pretty simple. We cling to the mind's voices for safety. We usually rely on the mind to tell us everything, who we are and what to do. We do so willingly.


Thoughts are as impermanent as changing clouds in the sky. They have no essential permanence to them. They have no power, unless we give them power.


As Mickey Singer, author of "The Untethered Soul" has said, "Don't blame the mind. It is just doing the job you gave it. It is trying to keep you safe." "The mind just lives rent free in your head."


There are many practices for going beyond the mind.


There are the practices labeled "Mindfulness" or "The Witness" or from modern psychology "The Self observing Self." These ancient practices are like using a "thorn to remove a thorn." One sits "behind the thoughts and listens to what the thoughts are." One "watches thoughts like people walking down the street." One "sits in the audience and watches the thoughts, drama and characters on the screen like a movie." There are many more metaphors for understanding this powerful technique.


The yogis used another method that is related, but distinct from Mindfulness, called Praanaayaama. Praanaayaama is about physiologically slowing down the breath. One cannot just decide with the mind to slow down the breath for very long. Sure, you can hold your breath. You can force it, but that doesn't feel good, it kinda sucks and it doesn't really get you anywhere, so far as the mind is concerned.


However, the body and breath can be slowed down through daily habits. The body has enormous resources that are scarcely known. There is a day by day process outlined in This Next Breath and This Next Breath II where over time the efficiency of blood circulation increases, lung volume increases, nervous system slows down and the metabolic need for breath slows down.


When the breath naturally slows down, the character of the mind changes. The difference is like your mind being a sailboat on a stormy sea full of desires and plans and a to-do list. Then, a time comes, when your boat is becalmed, sitting on a glassy lake and there is no wind.


When the breath slows down to 3 breaths per minute, 2 breaths per minute, one breath per minute or lower, the mind is becalmed. It becomes clear. It happens quite organically. It doesn't happen because the mind was telling the breath to slow down. The mind's activity is biologically dependent on what is happening in the organism.


Classical Yoga uses both methods of Praanaayaama and Meditation. They are distinct and yet they are related. Slow down the breath and the functions of the body first, then move on to meditation. It works better.


It makes sense.

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Gut Brain, Gut Immune System

In 2019, "Evidence Based" is the #1 scientific research catch all buzz phrase. We want to know that opinions are not just anecdotal reports of one or two people, but have research and data behind them. We want double blind controls and carefully crafted experiments that can be repeated, independently and objectively verified. This is the power of the scientific method that gets ever closer to what is objectively true. The quality of the research and the methods employed are always in question. So the authors of the research, their controls and methods must be carefully considered.


With that said, "evidence based" research has overwhelming found that the gut is the home of our immune system. The gut is the front line of defense against the outside bacteria, fungi, viruses and parasites that enter the body. The gut is where it all the action happens. The gut needs to identify what is useful and what is harmful to the body. If it can.


If you take up a breath practice, eventually you will have to deal with your gut and immune system. I went so far with breath practice, one hour of Anuloma Viloma every morning for over 8 months, that eventually I had to deal with the gut. There was no bypassing it. I felt that my diet, my practice of Mitahara, was failing once again. My gut was confused. I gained weight. My body was chronically inflamed and puffy and had been for years.


I felt that I had lost my way. I have lost my way with food repeatedly through life. What to eat? It was all so confusing. I have been Macrobiotic for many years, Ayurvedic for many years, Vegan for many years, Omnivorous for many years. I have been a natural foods cook for many years, and earned a living that way at many points in time.


The stresses of family life had thrown me for a loop. My diet had devolved into foraging on whatever is around teenage kids, like pizza, and pasta, and pizza, and mashed potatoes, and ice cream and pasta. Sticky icky diet. My gut tube was full of mucus and insensitive. I was eating emotionally to stuff down feelings. I was lost in a standard American diet, (the SAD diet) to once again learn the lessons that I thought I had learned so many times, so many years ago.


"Food is God" proclaims the Upanishads. Food creates the body and mind. Food matters.


What kind of food? My belly was confused.


I thought back to my ashram days at Kripalu. I remembered how amazing fasting was! In the ashram, we didn't know shit about fasting then, but we did it with religious zeal. I did a 12 day juice fast and a 16 day "Kichari fast" (which isn't "fasting" at all, it is a rice, beans, ghee and spices diet.) These were my only longish experiences.


I distinctly remember that I "felt good." "I felt TOO good and fasting must not be real." "It is not normal to feel this good."


The first few days of fasting is emotionally hard and then it gets really easy. I had heard of horror stories of people becoming very toxic when water fasting; that you can die from fasting. In my mind, I still I equated fasting with death. We are told that eating is the only way to get strength. It you want strength, eat. I began to think that equating fasting with death and deprivation is fake news. Then I thought back to how good I felt back in the ashram days.


In December of 2017, I found a teacher who had fasted serious amounts of time, like hundreds of days in a 3 year period. Modern fasting has a science to it, in order to do it safely. Fasting in 2019, is different from the unfortunate souls who fasted without training or knowledge, drank only water and became very sick by damaging their kidneys and livers.


The Big Picture of fasting is to completely clean out the gut tube. That is what you want. If you are confused about food, if you are inflamed and puffy, you probably have lots of mucus in the gut. That heavy coating of oil in your gut is the body trying to protect itself from all the shit you have been feeding it. This was my story. Again.


Clean out the gut tube entirely.... for a long time. I must give considerable credit to the many pioneers of modern fasting, Luigi Gino Di Serio, who discovered how to do it safely. I did not follow his "Master Fast" perfectly, or anything like perfect. I didn't do all of his herbs and tinctures, but it was good enough and it was safe. It did the job. Clean out the gut tube and start over.


My old microbiome was screwed with candida and years of a horribly bad bacterial environment subjected to many courses of antibiotics. Antibiotics kill everything and then you are left with the sugar craving bad bacteria. That deadly sugary microbiome is not going to leave unless you physically remove everything. Just eating better stuff and adding to the old toxic microbiome, won't do it. Just adding pre and probiotics won't do it.


I fasted safely and joyously for 54 days, which sounds like a lot. It is not. I could have gone much farther, but it was long enough to see the light. It was so necessary to fast for a long time to get used to being "light." So many things happened along the way. I lost 45 pounds. My inflammation was gone (inflammation is basically all about the gut and your immune system.) That heavy oily depressive feeling of a gut-gone-wrong was gone. Everyday was a spiritual revelation.


Many people worry, that they can't fast because they will lose TOO much weight. "I don't have weight to lose!" This is a big worry for many people.


This is an unfounded fear. It doesn't happen that way, you won't lose too much weight, if the experience of 30,000 people who have done the Master Fast is any testament. You don't lose weight endlessly. Actually the body is more miraculous than that unfounded fear. The body weight actually stabilizes at some point on a long fast. For me the stabilization happened around Day 41, and for 13 more days, no more weight came off. That is how modern fasting works. But modern fasting is complicated and you will have to do more research into safe fasting to learn about the point when your weight stablizes. Two weeks later, and I have gained only 5 pounds back.


With the extra weight, I had problems with my congenital heart murmur .... gone. Prediabetic, hypoglycemic problems... gone... arthritis... gone. My thinking is so much clearer. I feel and look young again. 10 years have been taken off my age.


The gut tube is the elephant in the living room. The gut tube either helps us or harms us. We are trained to look for health and wellness in synthetic pharmaceutical pills with horrible side effects. This little expensive pill is supposed to cure and reverse the 33 feet of poop that is in plain sight, at the core of the immune system. That little pill doesn't stand a chance against a sewer system of past sludge. If you are sick, get rid of the huge amount of bacteria hiding in your gut. Start the microbiome over.


One thing about pooping that fools everybody: If you eat corn and you see corn coming out later that day, you assume that the effects of the corn is over. Actually only part of that meal is gone. All kinds of things hide out in 33 feet of nooks and crannies in the small intestine. Just because you see some evidence of your last meal, it is only part of it. It is like a river. There are always little pools and eddies where some of the river and leaves and twigs swirl around in, maybe for days. Hence, the need for psyllium and charcoal when you fast. You need to push everything out.


There is a whole mystical, spiritual side of fasting, which really interests me. You come "close to your truest Self," "you commune with your Spirit." This is what the long fasters say. Without the poisonous influence of the past 150 meals you have eaten this month, that leave their slimy sticky residue in the gut, the gut brain gets quiet and goes into healing mode. The whole body heals. Evidence based research consistently shows fasting starts up the healing process of the body. Another mode of being and thinking arises when you fast. The immune system becomes super strong in fasting. Your digestion, your "Agni" in Ayurveda, improves!


Now I am in the phase of relearning about Mitahara, the yoga of light eating, from a whole new perspective. Light eating, is now mostly raw vegan. I know my Ayurvedic friends, from a conceptual standpoint, are horrified by the idea of "raw vegan," but it is what my body genuinely craves. I don't want cooked, sticky, starchy, spicy foods. I avoid grains, but allow small amounts of cooked beans. A little bit of steak or fish, once month is something I am open to.


To be successful, after a long fast, you want to try the "Fun Meal out." Once every two weeks or once a month, for CONTRAST, go out to a restaurant and get ANYTHING you want. With an empty gut tube and new sensibilities, a whole new perspective dawns. If I had only fasted 12 days, the new perspective would never have taken hold. It is very important to do a significant long fast, before you try the restaurant experience. The mind needs time to really get the lessons of fasting and having an empty gut tube for months as the new norm.


On the North End of Boston, I ate an immodest amount of lasagna, created by a master Italian chef. It was the best experience going down. It was thrilling. And go down I did. It was like an airliner crashing into the ground, spilling luggage and dead bodies all over the mountain side. The suffering and mucosal reversal was so obvious. Oh dear lord. If I had ate just a small amount of lasagna, the wreckage might not have been so bad, but I went whole hog.


Immediately, after the crash, I craved the heavy fiber, nutrient dense, marinated raw live food. Give me fresh, enzymes and phenols! Give me the polyphenols and terpenoids. Don't cook away the best part. We want food live. We want it fresh, organic. All that cooking, cooking, and more cooking kills off what is so precious, no matter what the theoretical abstract concepts of Macrobiotics and Ayurveda say about what is digestible and what is not. Gimme real. My super Agni can handle it.


One of the interesting things, is that fasting people GAIN muscle mass if they exercise. That is so counter intuitive! You will gain strength if you go on a long fast and exercise! Besides losing your chronic inflammation, arthritis, diabetes and heart disease, you can gain muscle mass. That is so curious!!!


Culturally, we have a hyper focus on (animal) protein? If it is true, how could anyone gain muscle mass fasting? It doesn't make sense. Everyone talks about excessive protein consumption being the only way to build muscle mass?


Fasting people who exercise gain muscle mass? Far out.


And Praanaayaama.... the evolution of your breath practice will accelerate at light speed. Nothing will hold you back now.


Evidence based:


https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/18721321

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Left versus right brain?

"Decussation" ; is the crossing over of the spinal cord in the medulla oblongata that happens in invertebrates. Somewhere in our evolutionary past, the nervous system did a "somatic twist" where the hemispheres of the brain flip flopped, the motor and sensory neurons of one side control the other side of the body and visa versa..

My dear friend Bhavani who is practicing the online program This Next Breath asked a very good question: she heard from neuroscientists that the nervous system doesn't always cross over right hemisphere of the cerebral cortex to left side of the body and visa versa. What did I know about this topic? I know a little bit and it is relevant to share here.

Dr James Austin who wrote "Zen and the Brain" has found in cadaver studies that there is huge human variation when it comes to the decussation of the nervous system in the brain stem. Paul Grilley. The crossing over of the fibers can be as high as 80% and as low as 20%, and everyone is different. So much of the left and right hemisphere discussion must be held with this understanding that humans vary considerably.

When we are practicing Anuloma Viloma, the most important yoga technique ever discovered, one will eventually awaken to the profound differences between the left and right sides of the body and the mind states and personalities they engender. Very few people really get this, or practice this in the way AV was meant to be.

I am deep into developing the Advanced Course course and extending This Next Breath into territory that has never been shown, or talked about. This is truly the grace of Swami Kripalu and Gurudev being brought to the world from decades of isolation and seclusion. They had their secrets and with very good reason. I will be teaching the public part that can be taught openly in an online course. And part of my slowness in developing the Advanced Course is because it is still very much happening within my own nervous system and body. I am still very much a student and practitioner in process "never missing a day."

As of today, the Advanced Course will have 30 days of practice with different techniques and themes that you have never seen before. There will be video instruction and audio guided practice. It will be a different format than the first course, because it has to be that way. It is pretty fun.

You should begin now, with This Next Breath, so you are not left behind. Seriously. Get the program now, start soon and you will have the program forever, even if you are too busy now to begin. Seize the day.

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Breaking the fast

Day 54: Broke the fast today with lots of tomatoes about two hours ago. So far so good, no problems. It was very delicious and very uneventful. 

The idea of breaking a long fast is to eat a fairly large volume of the most delicious tomatoes you can find. I found these incredible organic heirlooms and they went down sweetly. The gastrointestinal tract needs to get moving with solid food that slips through. For the next few days, I will add in one vegetable at a time: cucumber, celery and zucchini, eventually carrots. It will take many days to come off the fast. This is when I need to be the most careful and vigilant. Light moderate eating is much harder than the actual fasting.

These 54 days and 19 hours feel like a dream. The most unusual things, thoughts, and events transpired. I began the fast 3 days before my dear dog, Buddy passed away. His imminent passage was part of the reason I began. I wanted to go on the spiritual voyage of a lifetime without having to travel to India.

Fasts initiate change. I can’t even begin to explain the inner transformation that is moving at light speed. I can barely keep up with changes.

On a gross level, I have lost 45 pounds in 54 days. The weight leveled off about a week ago and that is a good sign. My chronic arthritis is gone. The shoulder joint I was going to replace may NO LONGER NEED TO BE REPLACED ??? What? That might also be in part to homeopathy and other alternative treatments I was trying out.

I feel so much lighter in mind and spirit. Praanaayaama is glorious with my breath going “sub-one," less than one breath per minute sustained for 10 minutes. Meditation is rock steady because there is no disturbance from the body.

My hope is to be mostly raw vegan for a while and keep it close to the earth.

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Heart and Lungs are one team

We frequently conceptualize the heart and the lungs as being separate "systems." Safe to say, when we exercise, most people only focus on the heart. And yet heart and lungs are one reality. The only way you separate the heart and lungs is with a scalpel.

The right ventricle pumps the blood into the top of the lungs where the red blood cells pick up the oxygen. The fresh blood then goes back into the left atrium and ventricle of the heart to receive a final pump from the heart into the body. The lungs cradle the heart and feed directly into the heart.

The efficiency of lungs can assist or hurt the heart in so many ways. Praanaayaama practice goes even farther in cleaning the blood supply in the body. When the nitric oxide is turned on from the paranasal sinuses, the effects are multiplied.

The lungs are like "angel wings" of the heart. The lungs can make your heart awareness soar.

Most people talk too much Cardio and not enough Breathio.


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Barriers to Practice

Most yogis do not recognize that there are considerable barriers to practicing Anuloma Viloma for a long period of time. It is only through long practice of alternate nostril breath that the results come, like what you find on the “Science” page on tomgillette.com.

Two years ago, I used to lead longish Anuloma Viloma practices. Most dedicated yogis, with strong asana/ujjaayee practices but no AV practice, start off with good intentions to do their best.

Here’s what has happened in the past. After about 5 minutes, two or three yogis have already, dropped their hand to their lap and are now meditating instead. By 8 minutes, more than half of them have now broken off and are now meditating. Somehow, there are a couple of hold outs who through sheer force of will, are somehow toughing it out past 10 minutes.

Before the experience is over, while they still have their eyes closed, I asked them “What was the last thing you remember before you dropped the hand?” We opened our eyes and this is a compilation of answers that many groups have given. The answers are varied and I am going to number them:

  1. “My shoulder hurt.” “The pain in my middle deltoid and supraspinatus was on fire,” said the anatomy teacher.

  2. “I was bored.” ”It’s like watching paint dry.” This was the second largest group.

  3. “I don’t remember” “I don’t remember anything about why. I just did.” This was by far the largest group.

  4. “What is the point?” “It’s meaningless. It’s just oxygen.”

  5. “I was really angry.”

  6. “It was like torture.” “ I hated it.”

  7. “I already do 10 minutes of Anuloma Viloma a day. It wasn’t difficult.”

Nowadays, I do not ever lead this experience in this fashion. I have come to realize that there are considerable hurdles to getting AV going. The reason I created This Next Breath and This Next Breath II, was to successfully guide myself and absolute beginners, step by step, into the later stages of praanaayaama.

This Next Breath and This Next Breath II will take you through the barriers. It is actually fun and delightful and there is “no torture.”

86 people have signed up for the first course, so far. Anyone who has been doing it, has really liked it. It is not hard to do this course. The only way you are going to know for certain, is if you start.

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